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19/05/2009 0:26:15 (TUESDAY)

Another day in my life and I found its interesting everyday. I love what I have and what I do with it. Today I’m kinda have a blast in my life , some of you might think its “boring” but for me , at least I got a life , I’m wake up at 9.00 something and that’s have been my routine since I’m get back from Kuching. Go downstairs and watch TV and guess what? It’s the first time I’m watching Wonder Pets! Sounds so last year, don’t you think? I love this cartoon. Especially Ming Ming, what not to love a duck who so cute and talkative? And then I watch CLICK starring Adam Sandler, which made me teary. Its remind me to love my family while I still have time to give them my love. I thought this film will be another full of bullshh but hell no. I recommends its to be watch by the entire family. Okay, till tomorrow midnight.

20/05/2009 0:00:53 (WEDNESDAY)

Its the second entry of my diary , guys. Today i’m almost connected to heaven. No. I’m not dead yet. My lil brother cat named Aww is giving birth and i was there witnessing its. Its scary but great , you know? The feeling to see something things get life. Breathe. Anyway , welcome to the world although i’m not sure it will survive since Aww is the not the best mother of all cats we have.

Today , again , my life started at 9.00 in the morning. With the rise of H1N1 virus cases , i’m worried we are towards the end of this world. Will this viruses become the one who banished human being in the earth? We don’t know yet but with almost 50 countries is recording cases and increase rapidly , this is not the worst according to an expert. Anyway , my hope is everyone around me will be doing fine and great. And that’s bring me to an movie which is just ended at TV2 titled DAYLIGHT. What i saw in that movie was when we – human – in trouble , we will be the greatest human in this world. We will be doing anything together which is great. But why only in that kind of situation we will be that angelic? We should do it even we are in peaceful cause that makes human a human. That’s why we are born as a human with brain and feelings. Good night guys. Takes the moral. Chao!

21/05/2009 0:03:38 (THURSDAY)

What’s up people? Yesterday is kinda a bit boring day for me. Anyway , just want to update my activities the day before today. Three of 13 cats we have is here yesterday! Its Kecik , Pama and Dimun. The rest is still in our dearly missed home in Pujut 8. And then there is interesting drama in television around 2PM till 5PM in TV2 and TV3. The drama “Safira” and “Upik Abu Dan Laura” is the type of Indonesian sinetron which will keep me in front of tv for more than 30minutes. In the morning on TV2 there is “Satu Famili Satu Hati”. I know the title is in Bahasa Malaysia but actually its a chinese drama. Its interesting though. Oh yeah , before i signing out , this morning woke up at 9.00AM again but i continue to sleep at 10.30 till 12 noon. Its getting weird! Why 9? Huh.. Good night.

22/05/2009 0:37:01 (FRIDAY)

Sorry for the late. I was watching a movie just now in TV2 named “YESTERDAY ONCE MORE”. It was boring at first before it started to be worth watching. I love how the story end. A big twist. Anyway , yesterday was one of the most adventured day in my life. Me and my dad , John , was trying to bring Hambak to our new residence. Its was very challenging and we have to stop at the side of the road because Hambak is out of the box that we put him in it. And half of the way towards our home , i have to hold him using my naked hand! But , Hambak didn’t struggle as much as he in the box. What i can see in his eyes was he scared and need a protection. I was so thrill and feels good. You know , the feeling protecting your loved ones , that happens to me at that time. Hambak keep on hiding his head underneath my hands. Owh.. What i got from that experience? Other than three scars , i learnt to not put any cat in the box if you trying to bring it anywhere because using your hand is just fine. Okay guys. See you tomorrow for another adventures in life as Jackson John.

23/05/2009 1:42:07 (SATURDAY)

I’m a bit more late than yesterday today. Pardon me. Hehe.. Okay , yesterday started late since i wake up at 11AM. Its all because of not enough sleep. Don’t worry though since there is no good television programmes this morning. Its Friday morning guys. Nothing much happens today , so , i don’t have nothing much to say. Bye guys.

25/05/2009 0:15:04 (MONDAY)

Hi guys! I’m back after missing for couple days. Sorry for any incovenience during that period. I don’t have anything to say actually is the real reason why i’m not writing yesterday. Well , today i’m back again. Today morning i will wake up at 8 to accompany my dad to go to hospital for medical check up. Hope its turns so good and my father is in the better state. I hope the ‘C’ will go away forever from The John. Amen. You know what? I have not so good feelings about my up coming exam result. I worried about it like every seconds i open my eyes. Of course as a human , i want all good things but i’m still living in this world where there are good , better and of course , bad things can happen to you. But i will accept any type of result i will get. If its good then good. I will go for better next time. If its bad , i guess it is a big wake up call for me. I have to quadraple my effort next time around. I can’t imagine how i’m going to face everyone if i get bad result. Everyone is guessing i’m the best competitor and the one to defeat of. If i’m defeated , they will look down on me. OMG! No way!!

25/05/2009 23:56:10 (MONDAY)

Okay , okay. I know we still on Monday and its not because of i have some kind of disease which i don’tremember days. I purposely do this since i’m thinking of sleeping early today.

Today i go to the hospital with my dad to having his blood test. On the way to go there , i have this way of thinking. What if someone is lying on the road looking like an accident victim? What would you do? Me? I will help him after i fully securated my vehicle and bring some tools to protect myself. Yeah! That’s how we handle this kind of situations. You don’t want to be cheated by some road gang who make this kind of trick to cheat on innocent driver. I know this issues is old issues but hey , its getting forgotten. Somebody have to bring this issues back to the middle , at least , to give some exposure to public. Anyway , that’s all for today. Remember , don’t be so naive! Bye.

26/05/2009 23:57:34 (TUESDAY)

What up? I’m back! Today there’s nothing much i can say since today is not that historical at all but anyway i’m still want to update this diary. You know why i’m making this diary? Main reasons is i don’t want to forget everything which is so valuable and memorable but yet i’m still erased it from my memory. Lately , i kinda realize how i’m so forgetable about my childhood life. I barely remeber anything and to put more shame on myself , even my long-lost best friend – Igah – still remember how i was when i was in primary school. I don’t remember that i’ve put a note inside my pencil case saying : “Don’t let Joanna take anything inside this pensil case. She is a thief!”. Woah! That was how funny i am and yet i don’t know i did last time. The only thing i remember was my hard time during that time. Like what? Okay , i tell you. I always go back to home after school with naked feet since my shoes was theft by Jeffryson (yes , i do remember that sh*t) and my monthly school van charges always being taken by , again , Jeffryson. What others?? Oh yeah , how i was never make it to music class since i don’t have any instrument that are used in the class because my family is not that affordable to buy those. I will always outside of the class. And then , how my Chinese languages teacherseparate those who stupid in the class to seat together with , of course , stupid one too. Hello? How are we going to improved if we are helped by those who need help too? Stupid don’t you think? That teacher is the most hated teacher by me. I never like her ever since. Oops! I mentioned her gender. Anyway , back to our top topic for today. By the help of this journal , i wish i have a better memory. When i forget about something , maybe i should refer to this diary. Don’t you think? Xoxo , j!

28/05/2009 0:07:01 (THURSDAY)

Well , we back to our usual air time! Let’s start with my dreamt this morning which woke me up. I dreamt me and my family except my dad go to The Circus Starring Britney Spears. At the time , Britney’s perform If U Seek Amy and i was histerical as hell. I feels great , you know the feeling when you meet your inspiration of your life is in front of you and the unfortunate things happen on the concert is that Britney performed like she performed Gimme More back when she still unstable. That’s dissapointing me as a die hard fans. After finishing her performance , she telling the audience that she needs her dad. That when it hit me! Using the flashback , in the dream , my dad , is dead. I was a hypocrite cause the day he died , i stop myself from crying and pretending that i’m okay and didn’t want to let go of my feelings. A weeks after that , then we go to concert. Hearing Britney saying that she needs her dads make me cried. What i remember was i was saying : “Glad you have your dad when you need them while my dad is dead already.” I’m let go of my feelings weeks after the tragic events. From the dreams , l learnt that i loved my dad very much and i do not want him to go before he felt my success. Plus , if i have something to say to my dad , i must say it now cause he might go. That’s just the drama my brain produced when i’m slept. What if it is real? I think i might shaved my head bald and went crazy like Britney did because i’m not ready for any lose right now. My mental and physical saying i’m not ready. OMG. What a dream? Now move on to next topic. I’ve just watching a masterpiece from Steven Spielberg and productions titled THE TERMINAL on TV2. I give this movie 5 STARS! Its really fantastic. You felt the sincereness from this movie’s actors and at one point there’s a teardrops from my eyes because of one of the scene from that movie. You guys should watch this movie. 100 percent guarantee of you’ll be entertained. Xoxo , j!

28/05/2009 23:16:54 (THURSDAY)

Hye! Actually i want to sleep early tonight , yeah , that’s why i’m early today. Not much to say here except that i might have to do something tomorrow planned by my dad. So , wait for tomorrow then i will update you guys. Bye!

30/05/2009 1:01:59 (SATURDAY)

Got a story to tell you guys! Friday’s morning , my dad bring me to church (event that been planned by my dad) to go for ‘what the heck is happen’ since i have no idea at all what will be happen in the church. Only after i arrived there , i got the message. My dad bring me to a funeral of one of his friends. Well , that’s great since it been a while i haven’t attend any funeral. Not that i want to but it’s the worse thing to happen to everyone , i have to admit. Inside the church , there were some people singing a very sad song for the dead. And the shocking moments in this story was that me and my dad is attending a wrong funeral function! It was someone else! It happen to be that my dad’s friend funeral is replaced to 8AM , not like they planned at 11AM. So , basically , me and my dad have to go since we don’t even know anyone there even the death! OMG! Morals , noticed everyone if you changed the time for any event!

31/05/2009 0:10:03 (SUNDAY)

Yesterday , one of The John is comeback to make our family a perfect one! At last , we reunited!

31/05/2009 22:38:29 (SUNDAY)

Today , of course , Gawai’s Eve! Exciting since we will celebrating its in our new residence and it will bring new thing to experience for us. We don’t know how it will turn out but we hope for the best. We celebrate Gawai blasting this time around and i’m excited but i don’t really have the spirit since we all far away from our village which is about 600+km from here. Anyway , we still have fun , i think! Let’s celebrate!